| MOTHAFUCKAS.
i swear 2007 is going to be different. much different.
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| pull out the shots for emo times. i give a toast to my stressed ass and how i consume alcohol to get over things. note to self: it never helped anyway, just more problems. but i'll probably never learn my lesson.. and even though it doesn't seem like it, i can only find comfort in my niggas who don't need to know whassup but try to keep me smiling.
<3
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| misunderstandings, understatements, flirting, gossip, increase the peace, confusions, awkward moments, driving endlessly, stress, work perks, park hypes, never being home, you -- i hate that i love it sometimes.
i like seeing you every now and then. it lets me remember how it felt to feel like this.. without getting sprung. you kinda make me smile, even tho shit's mad confusing. |
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| i'm scared she might hate me, i don't want her to come back. mixed feelings. it's weird cuz i promised myself i'd drop it, but hey, what's there to drop if it was nothing right? but it is something and it's something i refuse to let go.. i'm confused. it's driving me fucking insane, but i guess that's what makes me dig deeper. cuuuuute, sometimes. cocky, others. i really need help. or maybe i should just walk right to the source. or maybe it's too soon. or maybe.... ahh, fuck it - i'm happy. be proud, it's been a while since i've felt like this. i'm not gonna let go of something my heart won't let me, i've done that far too many times, and look who gets hurt? i'm done thinking about other people's hearts rather than my own. let's see where this goes, it could be a good thing. if not, shit happens.
in conclusion, HAAAAAY!
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